TARGET

YESSSSHHH! IPAD GENERATION 2! IN WHITE!

KL

Mummy said we're going to KL this saturday and sunday. Wondering why go only two days(usually go for more than a week), then mummy said because your daddy need to work on monday.(she's so brilliant :p) Awww~ too bad, only go for two days, wondering what can i do in this two days. JUST TWO DAYS, MAN! Shopping also not enough la~ Mummy said want to go kl to see the IPAD 2 at the APPLE STORE~ =_= At first, I wanted to buy shoes, but mummy don't let me buy la~ :'( She says that I had more than enough shoes to wear~ Until some shoes also didn't wear for a long time~ *thinking* She's right! I didn't wear some of my shoes~ *oops* But i still want to buy new shoes! hmmph~ Maybe will just play whole day long with HACHIKO!(My cousin's poodle) I MISS HIM! didn't see him for about couple of months~ haha HACHIKO, I'M COMING!

♥ 29.05.2011 ♥

Mummy says she doesn't want to buy the puppy~ :( too bad~ need to wait~ AGAIN!

♥ 27.05.2011 ♥

There is something, do not say will be a knot, said will be a painful scar that you'll never forget.

不要太依赖一个人。因为依赖，所以期望；因为期望，所以失望。

真心

向来，不付出真心的我，怎么会这么糊涂，把真心给堵上了呢？而换来的却是一次有一次的失望。我常问自己，这样值得吗？会后悔吗？

I asked myself: is it worthy? Will i regret?





I DON'T KNOW.

雷

今天晚上，打雷了。这雷，一点都不好玩。知道了不该知道的事情，我终于明白这是什么心情了。真的一点都不好玩。对你，我感到好失望，好失望。

Nightmare

Yesterday was totally a nightmare for me! stupid cough! I ate my medicine at 8pm. The medicine was so... ewwww! Felt sleepy around 9.(because of the medicine).STUPID STUPID STUPID MEDICINE! I HATE YOU! Yesterday was raining heavily! OMG! The thunder and lightnings were so frightening. Scared leh~ At 1st wanted to sms darling but don't want to disturb him la~ maybe he's sleeping. xD He need to get back to kampar by bus today~ about 11pm baobei(keyi) called me. When i woke up to answer her phone, I felt so dizzy! Duhhhh! the medicine again. And I'm sweating like hell. So just chat for a little while and went back to sleep. Today morning I told my mum about yesterday. She said that's the medicine's fault. lol. Hmm... mummy's gonna buy a puppy! yeay! my dream has come true! So happy! What should I name him? hmm...




ILY!

My Darling!

Darling, I love you! Yesterday, my ex, Lum, gave me a super duper big surprise! And we've couple back. Honestly, i'm soooo hyper happy! That's the best birthday present ever! I ♥ you, darling! I felt like... I love you more compared to the last time. Finally I know what is love. Thanks, darling. Finally I know what's the feeling of in love with a person and don't know how deep my love is for you. I will not let you go this time! Never! I would cry a thousand and a million times if we break up again. So, darling, please don't let go my hand. ILOVEYOU!

♥16/05/2011♥

还有三天，你就要走了。也就是我该放下的时间了。到了那里，没人照顾你，要自己照顾自己。加油哦～

♥15/05/2011♥

我相信，每个人心里应该都会有一首主题曲吧。。。这主题曲会因环境或人士的变化而产生变化。或许，这主题曲在你心中绕了又绕，只是你没察觉而已。

就像我，以前，我的主题曲是李圣杰的抱歉，然后再换成黄小虎的从来。

现在，我心中的主题曲是by2的不够成熟。对，或许我真的不够成熟，才会喜欢上你。



明知道你已经开始放弃了，但我还是倔强的不肯放弃。就这样傻傻的喜欢这你。现在，我决定了。我不在喜欢你了。累了，就放手了。谢谢你。谢谢你对我的关怀与关心。我想，我应该会放下。

♥14/05/2011♥

为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
我想妥协不想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们重来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
能来能够让我们回到从前
到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍

我想，我们都需要冷静吧～等你去了伦敦回来后，我们再做决定吧。但是，如果你现在已决定了，那请告诉我吧。

刚刚看到你留给我的message,说你要去london了～的确有点吓到。突然感觉心很闷。。。不知道为什么会有这种感觉。难道，我还喜欢这你吗？可是，机会一旦错过了，就不可以再回头了～突然想到，要是你去那里留学，一年才可以会几次家，会觉得很不舍吧。就像那只猪一样，有上线都不找我！坏蛋猪！其实，说真的我还蛮（有一点点）喜欢你的。但是，我就是放不下那该死的自尊。真希望时光能倒流，我们能回到从前。

♥ 06/05/2011 ♥

很紧张！很兴奋！哈哈！先别问我什么事，时间对了你自然会知道～哈哈！兴奋！兴奋！